Looking back now, it all feels more like a huge conspiracy. I believed too much in fairness, and as a result, I lost over 10,000 dollars. There's nothing I can do, I'll just consider it a lesson learned, and keep pushing forward. It's also a reminder for myself. In the future, whenever there's a competition with bonuses, I must think twice before buying coins. Many times, there are insider dealings, with prior communication and positioning, even officials colluding together. The world is inherently unfair, and the crypto space is even more so. Since I can't change the rules, I'll adjust my understanding and strategy. No longer naive, no longer fantasizing. Changing myself, learning to adapt, is the only way to survive longer.