I have never been this happy Yesterday evening I was carrying my 5month old son around the old town of where we live and he was so excited laughing and touching everything with such curiosity and I just felt…..happy my mind was calm I have NEVER felt this way in years Or maybe ever I’ve really struggled with a lot of anxiety, restlessness and looping thoughts But now It’s like I became a new person An old chapter closed I am suddenly so much more connected to my emotions and presence I can feel life is flowing through me so much stronger and effortlessly (sounds so cliche but that’s the only way I can describe it) I love being a father so damn much I could lose everything, all my money and possession But as long as I still have my family, I still have everything Yes, it is had work ...