Litecoin has been liquidated. The 23 Ethereum paid by Xitan have also been liquidated. The only bit of holdings has turned red again. The market has dropped again. Buying the dip is about to go back to 0. It's starting to feel difficult again. It feels like the heartbreak from school. What I fear the most is waking up tomorrow morning. At that moment, you realize You have lost everything in a daze. The sun is still shining brightly. None of this is a dream. All of this is real.